Wednesday, March 17, 2004

fairy tale

sometimes we cant stop thinking about something after watching a mushy movie... haha what if this happens what if that happens... i myself is a victim of this everytime i watch mushy movies.

thats why sometimes we have to watch out what we are believing in movies... maybe one day that particular actor will go out and candidate for presidency... anyway, these are all dreams. fairy tales if i may. where every moment is happy and it always end in happy endings. soulmates, fate, the inevitable... but sometimes its amazing how we end up seeing the same things from the big screen. we meet someone unexpected, then later, we find that we have similar opinions in such things as love... quotes, lines, phrases... same thing opinions and views, the same. its also unbelievable to know how it all happened. hehe well i guess sometimes fairy tales are real.

have you ever got that feeling when you met someone for the first time but then you felt that youve known her all your life? is it just me? hehe i just did. again the inevitable.

i did something silly before, hehe i was deeply in love with this certain person... and one time while lying alone on the shore where the stars gives you the mood of being in love. i just asked a star to fall if this feeling that i have with this certain girl is going to end up somewhere, particularly marriage... and to my surprise one fell hehe i doubted that star i asked another one then poof poof poof... 3 fell down simultainously... that was the time when i really believed in fate. it all broke down one day when everything i had was gone... a second present now... a second gone later... it comes and it goes...

they say love is an inspiration to jump. they say love makes the world go round... some say love is for fools... it all made sense at last... im a fool myself... love is really for fools... have you heard yourself talk when youre in love? you might laugh when you speak long and very meaningful words that didnt exist before. for me... love is the "i dont know" reaction... lost for words... for me thats love... why do i love this person... i dont know... because love dont come with reasons... its a feeling... a connection that exist between to people that are capable of feelings. thats love... we really cant derive words out of it... it is a dead word... love is love. :D well anyway... just a share of thoughts... have nothing to do here anyway... till then ta tah!

Monday, March 15, 2004

nearing the end

pressure, stress
pushes a man to the edge
stop the laughters
seriousness begins

begin to scream
begin to work
quit relaxing
quit loafing
it starts to end

walking out
running in
dont get lost in the crowd
might finish last

everythings a possibility
everythings an opportunity
grab the moment
seize the time left

begin to cry
begin to lie
quit relaxing
quit loafing
it starts to end

simple as that
everything changes
a second now
a second gone

time is of the essence
time is all that we need
ask more of it
ask to finish it

begin to scream
begin to work
quit relaxing
quit loafing
its fast approaching

time is of the essence
time is all we have wasted
shouldve done that before
shouldve finished it now

still relaxing
still loafing
pressure pushing
stress cutting

it could be now
it could be later
it could be tommorow
it could be never

tick tock
time clicking
begin to scream
begin to work

wanting relax
wanting sleep
eyes drooping
time needed
quit relaxing
quit loafing
theres time for it

time for relaxing
time for loafing
no more pressure
no more stress
when it ends...

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Last Cigarette

a huff
a puff
5 minutes gone...

standing alone...
thinking its gone...
waiting alone on this dark road...

a huff
a puff
5 minutes gone...

looking at the lighted stick...
waisting time in it...

a huff
a puff
5 minutes gone...

nearing its end...
im just around the bend...

a huff
a puff...
5 minutes done...

ditched the stick...
slowing its end...
soon i will be done...
and then im gone...

just like this cigarette...
burning slowly...

life is short...
and im rushing it...

just like this cigarette...
which im just finishing...

as i smoked my last one...
ill say goodbye...

for life is short...

Friday, March 05, 2004

sunday morning

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And i never want to leave