If I could just see you again... (R.I.P. MAX)

grief.... all i felt was grief... i usually dont feel any of this... but since he just passed away... all i felt was grief... never have i felt this way, when i opened my door... i still expect him to jum around me and asks me to kneel down so he can lick me all over my face... i will surely miss the way you jump at our legs when we eat our meals... and ill surely miss how much fun you have brought to our family... you will be missed...

tears... tears went down when i tried to sink it in me that youre gone... never again will you jump around and run all over the house... and never again will i hear the bark you will give when ever we came near that door...

pain... pain is all i felt when i went up to my room where i last saw you... pain is all i felt when i remember the thumping of your feet whenever i scratch your belly... and pain is all i felt when i think of you...

these are all i can feel right now... and this is all because that you gave up the fight... im sure your happy where ever you are dog... remember that all dogs go to heaven... and for sure... when i get there... greet me as you usually do when ever i went inside the house... ill give up everything just to scratch your belly again... i already miss you... and i just realize the pain of losing you... when its too late... i will never forget this day... when you were longing for a goodbye... when you were crawling with all of your strength between my feet... and i never even got a chance to cuddle you one last time...

rest in peace dog... see you when you get there... you will never be forgotten